

hmpfffffffffyeah well it's time for the annual schoolball and your sat on a chair at home looking out the window i've been staying at your house for quite a bit now you're my only real family anyway i see you looking out the window and i'm wondering what you're thinking you've been there for hours as people move in and out of the room you remain blissfully unaware of your surroundings of them of me i've decided to stay with you and by now it's nearly dusk you take no notice of me you haven't spoken at all and i haven't tried to fill the silence finding my voice &nbshmpfffffffff


yeahwhen i went off to my room for the night you summoned me back a quiet text asking me if i'd come in i walk to your room holding my phone tightly i come in i see you laying in the fetalposition on your bed i come over to you in a hurry what's wrong i ask? you tell me that nothing is that you're fine and you sniffle a few tears lining your cheeks you ask me to sit on the couch not to look at you so i sit down and ask why did you call me in? are you hurt? no you assure me you say you are just thinking and i hear the sniffles become more frequent i looyeah


hmmmsitting there watching you rock back and forth back and forth curled up on the floor in a little ball seeing you won't break me not again cause i won't let it rocking rocking rocking rocking you're like a vase so fragile yet so beautiful and you keep falling and falling harder each time permanent cracks etch your frame my little humptydumpty each time you put yourself back together watching you watching out for yourself making sure no one sees you hit the ground each time you gather yourself but not today no today i saw you i witnessed your shattering &nhmmm
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All right, the rules of survival: #1. If you can run, run. #2. If you can't run, surrender, then run. #3. If you're outnumbered, let them fight each other while you run. #4...
Wait...more running?
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